well I didn't make them but I did find them and gave out the lines. So is that her name then "Anna"?
GOD I LOVE THIS SONG Bleed It Out I swear Linkin Park has alot of music that I love and the same goes for my girl and no it's not Angelina I'm talking about my other girl that I talk with on a other website. Like their song Numb, she says that the song reminds and she relates to her military father. He wants her to be like him but instead she wants to be her own person. She told me one time that She can't be in the military cuz her exact words are:
"You can't put a gun in my hands and tell me to go over to a country and start shooting anything that moves and/or is the enemy because that means I'm killing someone's father brother mother sister someone out there's child and I could never forgive myself if I did that. It would haunt me for the rest of life that I murdered someone even if it's for America's freedom. I lost my cousin I will not have someone else in our family be lost to war."
I do agree with her though, she makes a good point and feel bad that she had to go through a military funeral, she said every shot that went off during the 21 salute, she said it felt they were going into her heart because she and her cousin were close when they were younger and her and her brother and her two cousin the one who got killed and his sister were all very close epically when their parents got divorced in the almost same time span a few months apart. she and I talk a lot. I really like her. We get along pretty good and we talk when we can about a whole bunch of stuff including this show Smallville and other shows we both really like. __________________
The MAN Rox and I stand with everything he stands 4, but I gotta have my girl Angelina wherever I go.
Oh! The first one sounds like The Muppets singing, liked the music except the last one. Two sexy guys there are! BUT Welling is married and Lex has a live -in girl so--- the rumors don't hold.
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Yeah they aren't Gay I already knew that but my buddy Drew thinks that every Gay Rumor that flies is true and I always have to prove him wrong.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6mMNA5_PrQU And he sent me this one when I proved him wrong. __________________
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Posted: 03 Jan 2008 01:20 Last Edited By: Shadowland
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I believe the rumor your friend is talking about is due to another Superman site which among all their subjects has a thread about Lex-and Clark as a maybe couple. NOT Welling & Rosenbloom. . At the time I saw it (one time and it was heterosexuals posting as well as homosexuals, all acting nice) I did wonder and thenI thought maybe the writers were cooking the idea to get more viewers. Like they could write some expressions or(?)scenes to attract some who were of that persuasion or something.You never know to what lenghts writers/producers etc. might go to get the ratings up. And that may be a bigger section of people than we would think. I suppose you friend may hve got his "rumor" from another Smallville site.Something like that would never be allowed here.
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Yeah I told him that he shouldn't come here and say what he thinks of that rumor cuz all of ya would shoot him down like a bird in the sky but not the
BIRD, PLANE, UPERMAN lol. No I warned that if comes on here to say anything about the Gay rumors or any bad rumors that more then likely aren't true cuz you guys would get into a huge fight about it all and I don't create or start something cuz of him. Besides we get into enough arguments about that crap, I don't wish to do it here. __________________
The MAN Rox and I stand with everything he stands 4, but I gotta have my girl Angelina wherever I go.
Hehe, I like the character Chloe, I love Allison Mack - Nice finds! __________________
The Bible is so powerful. It's not to be left on your shelf. It's to outline even the simplest scriptures that can mean so much in building yourself up.
"I am God's workmanship." (Ephesians 2:10)
"I have been redeemed and forgiven." (Colossians 1:14)
"I am the salt and the light of the earth." (Matthew 5:13-14)
David and Allison are going to get married one day!!! __________________
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Quote: David and Allison are going to get married one day!!!
I wish, chances are better that pigs will fly, eh! __________________
The Bible is so powerful. It's not to be left on your shelf. It's to outline even the simplest scriptures that can mean so much in building yourself up.
"I am God's workmanship." (Ephesians 2:10)
"I have been redeemed and forgiven." (Colossians 1:14)
"I am the salt and the light of the earth." (Matthew 5:13-14)
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Quote: Ya never know, maybe she is lookin for a nonhollywood type of guy.
Well, after spending time with her in NY, I can tell you she did not act like your stereotypical "hollywood type" of girl that one might expect. Seesh, you'd think after all this time I would have that out of my mind by now. Ha, I guess she really did steal my heart, eh! __________________
The Bible is so powerful. It's not to be left on your shelf. It's to outline even the simplest scriptures that can mean so much in building yourself up.
"I am God's workmanship." (Ephesians 2:10)
"I have been redeemed and forgiven." (Colossians 1:14)
"I am the salt and the light of the earth." (Matthew 5:13-14)
My nephew knows the band and said from the front room (I am in the kitchen)"RAMMSTEIN" Cool!
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Well, it has been a while since I put together a new video. Things have been really hectic lately, it seems like it anyway. This one took me several days because of having to go back and remix the auto. Anyhow, here it is:
The Bible is so powerful. It's not to be left on your shelf. It's to outline even the simplest scriptures that can mean so much in building yourself up.
"I am God's workmanship." (Ephesians 2:10)
"I have been redeemed and forgiven." (Colossians 1:14)
"I am the salt and the light of the earth." (Matthew 5:13-14)
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Quote: NOW you tell us you "spent the night with her"!!
I thought I had said this already in a different thread.
Quote: David! Wow!!!!
Down folks, down!! Don't let your imaginations get carried away!! "spent the night" does not equate to a "one night stand", "hook-up" or whatever slang vernacular people use now days. I've gone back and edited my description, so that hopefully folks will not get the wrong idea again. __________________
The Bible is so powerful. It's not to be left on your shelf. It's to outline even the simplest scriptures that can mean so much in building yourself up.
"I am God's workmanship." (Ephesians 2:10)
"I have been redeemed and forgiven." (Colossians 1:14)
"I am the salt and the light of the earth." (Matthew 5:13-14)
Posted: 09 Jan 2008 03:46 Last Edited By: Shadowland
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Oh! Pooo---- Live large. Take a chance.
We know Allison will know what you mean, but it looks hot in print. After all you spent all that effort to get "ripped" now roll with it !Go Davey,Go!!
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Quote: After all you spent all that effort to get "ripped" now roll with it !Go Davey,Go!!
LOL!! I'm hardly "ripped", though I am doing my best to loose the weight. Err, go where?? Just kidding! I may have grown up on a ranch/farm, but I'm not that dense.
Quote: Oh! Pooo---- Live large. Take a chance.
Hmm, death is easy - life is hard!! Besides, after having taking chances in the past and getting burned - one gets tired of jumping into the flame. Still, I know "nothing ventured, nothing gained". Yet, in recent weeks I have become more inclined to believe in destiny. While I do not know what mine is, I am resigned to it.
Quote: We know Allison will know what you mean
I'm sure she would, but I doubt she reads this board, she is an awefully busy person. It was really cool, Allison was the first girl I've hung out with that did not treat me like a freak or an odd ball, for that she means more to me than she'll ever know. __________________
The Bible is so powerful. It's not to be left on your shelf. It's to outline even the simplest scriptures that can mean so much in building yourself up.
"I am God's workmanship." (Ephesians 2:10)
"I have been redeemed and forgiven." (Colossians 1:14)
"I am the salt and the light of the earth." (Matthew 5:13-14)
I don't believe in destiny too much. I do believe for a small percentage of people God has a specific path. For example Johna and the Whale. However we are not all prophets, Kings, or as such, but we do all have free will. I believe God has laid out a moral code for us all to live by. Such as don't commit adultery, murder, cheat, lie, steal, etc. Whatever we do we must do to the best of our ability, and within moral perameters that God has established for us. That being said, I have the choice to sit at home and be negative and pessimistic and expect that the world owes me something. To think I've been done wrong by everyone and live life as a martyr and a victim. Instead for myself. I believe God allows us to go through hardships to strengthen us, to shape and mold us. It's important to see these trials as good things and to use them to better ourselves and to become more compassionate, understanding, loving, and to be wiser. I understand the whole concept of being burned in Love. I was married at 26, I was a virgin and waited to get married, with the whole belief that you save yourself for that special person and you live happily ever after... However for me it turned out to be a nightmare. My ex who I met at Church and seemed to be this perfect nice girl etc, turned out to be quite the oposite. She ended up getting involved with another married man on the internet who she was having an online affair for almost a year before I knew. She ended up fleeing the Country to go be with this guy, she'd tell people he was so rich she'd never have to work again etc as well as she did some crazy things that almost pushed me to the brink. She ended up putting all our stuff that we owned out on the road one day with a free sign on it etc. It was hell on earth let me tell you... this doesn't even scratch the surface of the awful things I went through. However instead of hating women and closing myself off to other relationships, I just keep my eyes open and heart open. I have become very wise to bad women, and let me tell you there are a lot out there. Oh my goodness!!! Nasty girls! But not all are, I also have come to realize a lot of myself and have become aware of areas in my life that I need to improve.
More than anything I've come to realize how short life is and I just want to have fun, be free from stress and chaos, to always challenge myself, to always be aware of God's presence and spirit, to always be free in myself, and to love life. It's important for me to have good friends, Quality over Quantity, good family, no debt, good health, lots of laughs, and to walk in honesty and integrity. One thing I'm really looking forward to this year is Film School, it's going to be such a good change of pace for me as well as a fun experience. As far as relationships go for me, I'm so happy being single, though if I met an amazing, beautiful woman, I'd have no problems being open to the possibilities. I'm just very picky as to who I'd consider to date.
Anyways David, Never worry about what others think of you, who cares. Your a good guy, and I hope you meet a great girl one day. Just never date out of desperation...so gross YUCK!!! Focus on what type of girl you'd like to be with, be positive and give it to God and it will come together for you! One thing about Love is, there's always a risk in being hurt. You can never control another person, just yourself!
Anyways I'm glad you met Alison in person. That's really cool. Maybe in time you will be able to email her and even eventually become friends with her.
Anyways that's a rant and a half, I really spilled the guts on somethings there hey!!! OH WELL!!!! hahahahahahaa!!!!!
That's it no more writing for me!!!!
p.s. The Canucks are playing tonight!!! __________________
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Look out Dr. Phil!! Dr. Scaper is taking over!!! Sorry, my natural defense when something is said that is so poignant that it cuts to the quick is to make some kind of snarky remark. Scaper, I know from past posts that you had had a really rough go of it, and I am sorry for everything your ex-wife put you thorough. I know words cannot rectify the damage she caused you, only God and time can heal those wounds.
I'd like to apologize if I sounded like I was coming across as sounding "woe is me" earlier, I was merely commenting on observations I found after re-reading several passages in the book of John. While I too acknowledge that God gave us free will, I believe that God knows what we will do today, tomorrow, and the rest of our days. Simply knowing these things does not, to me, imply fate - but that we all have end games to our lives on Earth, that God is already aware of - thus my conclusion on the matter of "destiny". I also believe, and I have seen it proven time and again through history, that when things are tried "our way" versus God's way - God's way wins everytime.
I do my best to remain positive, and I try to be helpful. I guess the hard part I keep running into is figuring out what I'm supposed to do - that is what plan/path has for me. Then again - that's a question everyone asks, and as with everything else - it's all in His good time.
Scaper, I do find it interesting how important you talk about relationships being - then always make it a point to observe how rewarding being single is. I am NOT criticizing you here, just making an observation.
Quote: Just never date out of desperation...so gross YUCK!!! Focus on what type of girl you'd like to be with, be positive and give it to God and it will come together for you! One thing about Love is, there's always a risk in being hurt. You can never control another person, just yourself!
- Amen to that brother!!
Quote: Anyways I'm glad you met Alison in person. That's really cool. Maybe in time you will be able to email her and even eventually become friends with her.
Never say never, eh! Gee, there's an oximoron for you!! Ha!! I sure seem to be having a hard time getting her off my mind!!
Quote: p.s. The Canucks are playing tonight!!!
The Hurricanes broke their 3-game loosing streak tonight!! They held off the Boston Bruins with a final score of 1-0 at home in the RBC Center over here in Raleigh. Good luck to the Canucks on their game against the NY Islanders!! __________________
The Bible is so powerful. It's not to be left on your shelf. It's to outline even the simplest scriptures that can mean so much in building yourself up.
"I am God's workmanship." (Ephesians 2:10)
"I have been redeemed and forgiven." (Colossians 1:14)
"I am the salt and the light of the earth." (Matthew 5:13-14)
That was very sweet and heartfelt. I hate men with "experience". So that is a huge plus for a lot of girls.Not studly. Believe it or not.
I seem to be fine by myself when I am. I want to be just quietly alone.Solitude works well for me. I have an on again off again ex.He lives in another close by state, and depending on what work he is into, he is here or there. His personality is overwhelming and he looks like a movie star. Rough but dazzling. I am his only "girl" (he tells me).He has stuck by me thru thick and thin. But he has a 5 year old son by another girl.I wonder what part of his life is there. He sees his son a lot when he is up there with him. I don't know. He may still have feelings for his kid's mom. She is very pretty and also very nice,it seems. His mother is pulling for them to get together for his son's sake. He doesn't seem to want her--but in this life, you just never know. people change, you know, --we grow and mature and change. Uncertainly is always nipping at our heels.Who knows where we will be or doing what a year from today. Or IF we will be here at all.
I think I need to find a convent.
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Wow, so much to comment on!!! Where to start hey!!! ???
Shadow, I'll talk on your thoughts second as There's much to think about on them....so,
Well, I'll start with destiny and predestination and free will and God's will.
David, I do believe that we have free will. I also believe God does know what we will decide to do in the end. However this doesn't mean he's created this end for us. It just means that God is beyond the realm of time. That he sees Creation from beginning to end at the same time. How ever I don't believe Creation has an end...just a figure of speech. I do believe that if we pray, stay grounded, while being at peace in ourselves that God allows speaks to our spirit or soul. There are so many times where I just know what the right thing to do is. So in away am I contradicting myself but not fully. I guess it's this, I have the choice to choose what ever I want to do in life. Though sometimes there are better choices than others and that God will allow you to know what roads to take. I also believe that God will bless those who make wise choices and have a right heart.
David as far as knowing what to do in life... Wow. The question of the ages hey. I believe that it's important everything you do to the best of your ability in the moment. Sometimes doors open and sometimes doors close. Sometimes it happens when we least expect it. However I think to waste time is one of the biggest sins. If you're in between jobs, you can do what you are doing by getting into writing, put out job searches, volunteer, take courses, read books, exercise etc. Rome wasn't built in a day, but it was built over time. I love the saying, never push the river. Which basically means enjoy the rapids, and the journey. You never know what's around the corner, just don't stop paddling, yet don't paddle so hard that you miss the beauty around you, be peaceful, determined, strong, good in heart, and be successful. My biggest belief is, have faith, and believe that God has many blessings in store for you.
As far as relationships and being single.... hmmmm....
I think good relationships are a creation of hard work, good chemistry, good choices, and God's blessing. That's in any relationship. I don't want to be single for ever. Who wants to be a hundred and have no grad kids to come visit you? not me. However I'd rather be single for the rest of my life than to be in a bad life long relationship. Not good. I believe at the right time and place I'll meet some amazing person and it will just happen. No ads in papers, or asking twenty girls out to get a couple of dates, etc. hahahaha.... Anyways of course I'd like to have a fun, exciting, lovable, honest woman that I could date at sometime. But in the moment I truly am really content being single. If I want to go to the gym at midnight, I do it. If I want to take a weekend off and go to Vancouver, I do it. I don't have to worry about being selfish with my time etc. I have a fun life, building a good business, taking this course in Vancouver, having fun. Again, I'd have no problems having a fun girlfriend if it came along...heck I'm a guy right!!! hahahaha.... Plus I love doing special little things to make a girl smile and feel special. It's the coolest part of being in a relationship. But who knows hey. I hope that explains it....hmmmm.... I guess I'll find out hey!!!
Shadow... Wow... such long posts, it's been a while since I've posted such long winded rants!!! hahahahaa
I'm not sure if you were talking about my words or Davids in being sweet and heart felt but I'll say thanks anyways. You have always had a good heart and always have nice things to say to everyone, words of encouragement!!! So a thanks back at U hey!
It's funny when you say "Men with experience" I find it funny as I've gotten older in my Mid Thirties, I've found it so much easier to talk to attractive women. I'm not sure if it's the age, or owning a business, or what but if it was my goal, it would be so easy to play around, or take advantage. I've never done this but see so many guys do this. I am one of those stange guys that has a very equal ballance between my female and male side. I can be very emotional, intuitive, gentle, soft etc. I've cried on more than one occasion in front of a lady! However I have a very strong, logical, and powerful side to me too. I guess it's seeing one side and the other. I know how it feels to be treated poorly, to be played, or lied to, and to feel rejected to the core. Knowing how this feels how could I be to another the same that has left me in shambles. I could never do it. Sometimes I'll meet a really cute, younger woman, that I know I could have a fun time with but it just feels wrong deep inside. It's not right, the hour or so of self enjoyment isn't worth the upset, drama, turmoil, that's caused because you've conquered some hot young woman. To me it's so gross. And it's a simple minded thing to do.
As for your situation, it seems like your boyfriend has some baggage. Wow, if it was me, I wouldn't be involved. Yet it's easy on the outside to say something to which I've read only a few sentences on. I guess the big pointers to me are this... You ask.. "I don't know, maybe he still has feelings for his kids Mom." That comment alone is so sad. That you even have a sliver of doubt as to if this guy fully loves you is not good. He may have been there for you through thick and thin, and that's awesome. However, it's not enough in love. Love should be 100 percent truely unconditional. There should be no doubts, no thoughts of other men or women. I hope you meet someone truly awesome. I honestly don't think this guy is it. How do you feel knowing that this guys Mon is trying to match him up with another woman? And not just another woman, but the Mother to his children? In a way I admire his Mom as I think Broken families are one of the biggest problems in North America today. Shadow, I believe the time you can clear your mind of romantic feelings for this guy, and leave yourself open to meet a really nice Man who will treat you like your the only flower in the meadow, you'll be much better off. You deserve it, you seem to be such a wonderful person, your posts are always fun, bubbly, and encouraging.
In terms of finding a convent.... I hope not, you seem to have to much love to give! I truly hope you find someone who can give back to you the same pure unconditional love you desire and deserve!!!
I also agree with your comment
Quote: people change, you know, --we grow and mature and change.
I've gained and lost many friends over the course of my life so far. This comment holds true to these relationships that I've had. It's so important to always strive to be better, wiser, deeper, etc. As we do, I've noticed in my life that a lot of friends don't and those are the friends that we leave behind sometimes. So people we meet are life long buddies, friends etc, while some come and go as we grow and change, and sometimes those who we drift from will come back around and reconnect if it's meant to be. I guess for me, I just always try to be the best person I can be and I've never had a problem with washing my hands from people, walking away, knowing that I've deserved better or just knowing that if I don't I'll just get pulled down. All good things in good time right!!!
Anyways thanks again for your both your kind words!
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MAN Rox and I stand with everything he stands 4, but I gotta have my girl Angelina wherever I go.
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Don't mess with me...I'm like a super BABY!!!
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I've gone back and edited my description, so that hopefully folks will not get the wrong idea again. 
